The pitch is wet. Your excuses are dry.
Number 10 does not warm up. He arrives. The ghosts behind him are not opponents. They are you from last season — slower, softer, still thinking about what could go wrong. He left them on the bench. They are cheering now. They have no choice. The violet glow is not atmosphere. It is expectation, the color of a crowd that paid to see you win and will not accept a refund.
The ball is crowned because crowns are not given. They are taken from people who thought defense was enough. The crown on his chest matches the crown on the ball because he does not change identity between possessions. He is the same player on the ball, off the ball, in the tunnel, in the mirror at 5 AM when you are still asleep and he is already lacing up.
The big one behind him is not a coach. It is pressure, physical and visible, wearing a hood because pressure does not need a face to be recognized. The small ghosts are doubts. They are loud. They are numerous. They are also late, because the whistle is in 60 minutes and you are still reading this instead of tying your boots.
"He is not asking if you are ready. He is asking why you are not already there."
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